That feeling you get…..
That feeling you get when you meet an amazing person and you want them to be yours and you start talking to them and they talk back and you hang out for three days and you are letting them in not ever thinking they will hurt you and then at the end of that third day they tell you they just want to be friends and you are EMBARRASED CRUSHED AND ALL TOGETHER MORTIFIED but yet you keep yourself together and you say okay and they give you a hug a hug to say goodbye and then you go…You get into your car and you start to drive away and as you are you look in your rear view mirror just to see if they are trying to stop you and they aren’t there Your stomach is turning and twisting and you grip your wheel and just ball screaming WHY DID THIS HAPPEN TO ME…I TRUSTED them….FUCKKKKKKKKK….Then you become angry you wanna go back and hit them in the face….You get home your moms passed out and you have no one to talk to so you go to your room and you shut out the world layin in bed asking God what you did to deserve this…You wake up the birds are singing and you wonder why you wasted your time on that person….Ever get that feeling…You will someday and Let me tell you THEY ARENT WORTH IT YOU WILL FIND BETTER PEOPLE IT MIGHT BE A STRUGGLE FOR A WHILE BUT YOU HAVE YOUR FRIENDS TO HOLD YOU UP…PUT A SMILE ON YOUR FACE AND GO OUT AND MAKE IT A NEW DAY WHO KNOWS WHO OR WHAT COULD BE WAITING OUT IN THE DAY FOR YOU <3
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